La la la la la

Ano ba ibig sabihin ng "lalalala"? Buti na lang at anjan si pareng google at yahoo para tulungan ako.. type type and then hit "search" o "hanapin".. hmmm.. Wala. wala akong makitang meaning ng salitang lalala bukod sa isa ata itong kanta o more particulary children's rhyme.

Ano bang meron at naisipan kong hanapin ang meaning ng salitang ito? Actually may naalala lang ako na isang tao na madalas ko marinig o magsalita ng lalala.. Ginagamit daw nia 'to pag wala na ciang masabi.. o pambara lang din minsan sa kausap. Therefore, para lang siyang variable na bahala ka ng mag-substitute ng anumang appropriate words na gusto mo. Pero syempre kung bubuo ka ng isang usapan at ito ang irereply sayo, malamang sa hindi eh alam mo na din ibig nia sabihin.. kung gayun, partially i could say that its something you don't want to say.. could be a taboo word?.. palagay ko lang naman. 

Who wants change?

The only thing that never change is the word CHANGE.

As we live our lives, everyday we feel change. From the simplest change of things around us... the weather, people we meet, urgent matters, sudden unexpected events and the like. But these were mere change that we seldom focus on. Some people may not even consider these as change but an instance and normal events occurring in our life. So when can we say that a change is a valid change and will really get our attention? I should say these  are the "major changes" in our life... the changes that could deliberately affect your norms, your ideals, your habits, your life and your philosophy.. and sometimes even your beliefs. I also consider facing challenges as part of the change.

Getting out of the comfort zone. I simply put the definition of change as going out of your comfort zone. That is the reason why most of the people don't want change. But for me, change is something we can't prevent and we should learn to accept. One word that is connected with change is RISK. And this may also be the next reason why change is something we don't entertain.

Dreams within dreams [Inception Review]

 "Your Mind is the scene of the Crime"

Would it be possible to plan something on someone's mind, use the person's subconscious mind and steal from that person without him knowing? The only possible way is by penetrating through a dream and live on it as if its the reality. This is the main concept of the movie INCEPTION.

(inception - I am not sure what the real meaning of this word but in the movie it was defined as planting something on the dream of a subject (dreamer) and take something from his dream information or secrets that may not be accessible in the real world.)

In a dream world, the beginning is where the scene is... This one took my attention...
"Do you still remember how you get here?" said Cobb (Leonardo DiCaprio) to her architect. "Uhmmm.. We were..??.. Are we dreaming?

Boss Isang bucket pa nga!

July 24, Sabado, ako ay lasing na naman.

Iba talaga ang epekto ng alak sa tao. Madalas nakakagawa tayo ng mga bagay na hindi na natin namamalayan. Sabi nila un daw ang tunay na kulay na ugali ng tao... kapag nakainom na. Kasi you tend to loose your defense and expose yourself to everyone. Anu-ano nga ba ang epekto ng alcohol sa ugali ng tao..

Meron jan madalas na mag-english (haha!). Nagiging instant cum laude!

Minsan nagwawala... tapos biglang iiyak (Baliw?)

Meron ding nagiging pasaway (alam mo na 'to)

At meron ding sobrang emotional na. (sober up!)

Tipsy. Madalas yan ang marinig natin sa mga kainuman natin.. "Ano tipsy na?" lalo na pag napapansin nilang nagiging maligalig ka na. Tsk tsk.. at malamang after ng inuman e topic of the town ka na din. Dahil sa mga pinaggagagawa mo..

Know-It-All Guy.. Duh!

At some point in your life you will really meet a person who always pretends that he knows everything. Ok ok, let me correct myself... He may know a lot of things but that doesn't count that you know everything.

A Smartass... or a Smart Ass****!

I am not saying that being smart is stupidity. Of course, every person is smart in his own way. We either excel in English and "5.0" in Math OR an ultimate mathematician Newton wannabe and a noob on "spokening dollar". But there are people who wants to be both good in math and proficient in english. And the truth is, there really are these people. Bow to you guys!^_^

Up Up Down Down Left Right Left Right A B Select Start

Pamilyar ba ang title sayo? :)

Yes! tama ka. Yan nga ang mga buttons na pinipindot para makakuha ka ng extra 27 lives sa larong "Contra" kumpara sa pagsisimula ng game na may 3 lives lang. Kung batang late 80's or 90's ka, malamang nakapaglaro ka na ng "Family Computer." Sikat na sikat to dati nung hindi pa lumalabas ang gameboy (black & white pa dat time). Eto ung gadget na gumagamit pa ng tapes na games. "Bala" ang tawag namin dito. Nilalagay ang Bala sa isang slot ng game machine. Parang bread toaster lang pag nag "eject" ka ng game tape.. tumatalsik! haha! kaya ang hirap maglaro nito ng patago sa parents, maingay kasi. Ang pinaka-nakakamiss jan eh ung paghipan mo sa bala kasi minsan pag sinalang mo, blurry ung game (parang garbage). Haha!

Words says it all

Hoping. 

Thinking. Praying. 

Longing. Dreaming. Believing. 

Clinging. Counting. Cherishing. 

Craving. Wishing. 

Waiting....

just a thought.2

Who knows where LOVe will lead us? 

It's a god damn big surprise. :)

S.T.O.P

There are moments that you'll feel that you need to stop doing the things that makes you happy... even if it means giving up your routines, happiness and inspirations. Simply because its wrong. If from the start you know its beyond rules, you are also aware that there are corresponding consequences or worst punishments. Consequences that you ignore and just follow what makes you satisfied... forgetting that its not supposed to be. That awareness makes me think that I should halt doing these things.

Its tough but trying is not a harm. What would be the best way to help me do this? divert my attention maybe. Or make myself more busy.. beside the fact that I am already busy at work. :)

Control. Its all about mind setting. But how far can the mind hold the eager feelings of the heart? Let us see...

Patawad (Gloc 9 way)

One of very touching and sincere lyrics I've heard in a rap song. This is an excerpt from the song "Kasalanan" sung by 6 cyclemind featuring Gloc-9.

Patawad ay isang salitang animoy isang parusa itoy

Sasambitin mo lang kung lahat ay huli na at di na

Maibabalik ang dating pinagsamahan parang putik sa

Mukha na pinahid ng pabalang.

Sa iyo lahat ay paharang dahil ayaw mong magparaya
Habang siyay bigay ng bigay at ipinauubaya lahat ng
Makakabuti kahit na pang huling butil ay iaabot sa iyo.

kuryente!!

Hindi ko alam kung nagkamali na naman ba ang PAG-ASA sa projection kung san tatama ang bagyo. 

Isa lang naman ako sa mga apektadong residente ng Laguna na inabot ng signal #2 na bagyo.

Walang Kuryente.

Ang hirap matulog pramis. Ang init kasi.

Talagang maaapreciate mo ung silbi ng kuryente sa buhay mo pag nawala. Masasabi mo na lang, sana magkakuryente na, kahit doblehin pa ng meralco singil sa kuryente. Hehehe!

Pero since nakakapagblog na ko, sa wakas may kuryente na.

Salamat.

inagaw ka sakin

Kung nasan ka man sana masaya ka na sa bago mong kasama.

Matagal din ang pinagsamahan natin. Lagi kitang kasama sa lahat ng oras. Bawat minuto, bawat oras. Madalas pa nga tayong mapuyat ngunit ako'y masaya. Siguro nasayo na ang lahat.. saya, lungkot, takot, kalokohan. Kung ano-anong feelings na ang naibahagi mo sa akin.

Would you believe me that they were born out of love?

HaTreD

                                                Jealousy
          PaIN                          GUilt

Suffering

                 Sleepless nights             
TEARS            
        ReGRets
                             MaRTyrS
 

7 Habits of Highly Effective People

This was one of the training I have attended past months ago and wanted this to share through my blog. I find this very interesting and at the same time inspiring. The very first time I knew about this, I started thinking "Am I like this?" This is the 7 Habits by Stephen Covey. Here are the 7 things we need to know to become a better person, should I say.

• Habit 1 Be Proactive - this tackles how we react to certain things happening in our lives. Its better to be proactive rather than being reactive. In being proactive, you strike a balance between your influence and your norms and made decisions out of it. I would say that people that are proactive tends to lean more on critical thinking and analyzing his/her surroundings. This is the start and your foundation as a good person. 

Blogging: The Beginning

(bago magsimula, benh --> iwasan ang taglish please!!! Umpisahan na ang malalalim na tagalog)

^_^  ang kulit lang ng titulo ng aking susunod na lathala kasi hindi naman ito ung unang beses na magsusulat ako sa blog (naku ano ba tagalog nito? palagay na lang sa comment). Nagkaron lang ako ng ideya (tagalog yan a) na magsulat dahil kay pareng "Renz"... naisip ko lang pano nga ba ko nagsimula sa blogging (tagalog?). Alam ko lahat tayo dito ay may rason kung bakit, bukod sa ung iba ay gustong kumita (adsense). Hehehe!

Pano nga ba ko nagsimula?...

What if...

What if we were wrong about each other

What if you were really made for me

What if we were supposed to be together

Would that not mean anything

What if that was supposed to be my house

that you go home to everyday

How can you be sure that things are better

if you cant be sure your heart ain’t still here with me

Still wanting me

Moving on is the hardest phase of being in love... because we cannot accept the fact that things have endings and we can no longer do about it but "let it be" and move on with our life. We keep thinking that there are still hopes and ways to bring back the old times. Then we also keep filling out the phrase What if?... But if you think about, keeping asking those questions to yourself will make everything worse only on your part especially when the one you are thinking those with had already chose another path in her life... and that journey is with someone else.

lyrics excerpt from: What if

singer: Babyface

Still Crazy After All These Years

I am crazy, people are crazy sometimes. And being crazy at times is fun and enjoying but not to the point that you are hurting anyone. The craziness I am pertaining to are moments or events in your life that are worth sharing. Those were memories that you will no longer forget and still on your mind until the present. On the other side, there are also people's craziness that makes us sad in an instance or in a moment. These are memories in our lives that we cannot forget and continue hurting us when in fact we should be forgetting them and buried them once and for all. But something inside of you keeps reminiscing these, for the most times that you don't want to... That's why I called this "crazy."

I just keep wondering why there are events in my life that I can't help to forget... but i want to forget! Its so damn unfair. What's worst is its the same pain you will feel back the time you first felt it. Can this be a sign that I haven't move at all? A sign that I didn't grow. Why are there moments in my life that were so painful back then but laughing at it now? Can't be all sad memories be like that?

I want to move on... and I know life goes on. Time won't stop for me and I know I must go with the flow of life. I may not realize people and things surrounding me already change except me. I don't want to be on that, i mean who wants to?

They say the book of life has many pages and chapters. Once one chapter ended, you will not close the book, instead move to the next chapter and continue filling out the pages.

Easier said than done.

Heart of Mine

One day, you may
find true love that will last forever and ever
'till then you'll spend
a lifetime wishing one together

You never thought she'd say goodbye

And you will never understand the reasons why

This is the hardest part of people's live. We mistakenly thought a person to be by your side for the rest of your life when in fact she'll just leave you in the end. People told me that its not bad to love someone and give your 100% but sometimes leaving at least 1% for yourself is better. True Love... how can we know if true love is already there?.. I guess no one can answer that but yourself and your heart. Heartbreaks are part of man's life. What's only unfair is we cannot dictate what our heart should feel especially in times of healing. Why does it hurts so much when you keep reminiscing your happy moments?... why does it hurt so much seeing her with someone else? Why...

lyrics excerpt from: Heart of Mine

Singer: Janno Gibbs

 

people uniquely define love

Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some people's destiny passes by 

As human being, God gave us the knowledge and the freedom to choose. Options that we choose based on our decisions and feelings. God created us unique with each other which makes everyone decides to certain things differently. Like how we perceive love, we define love differently. People love other people the way they understand what love is. Some are not afraid of whatever risks there is of loving someone.. Be it "not love back" or worst rejection. Some are afraid to express their feelings. This, on the other hand, turns to regret after awhile because they missed the chances to be happy... and let this just pass by...

lyrics excerpt from: I'll Be Over You

singer: Toto

Why do I love you

Why do I love you
Why did you hurt my heart then away
Why did you take my love away
Why do I keep on waiting
And hoping yet I know
That you could never be mine again...

There are cases in our life that we didn't mind waiting in vain for the rest of our life... for person that we truly love... waiting and hoping that someday she'll realize your worth and miss the moments you were together. But sometimes we often realize that somethings are not really meant to happen at all. Or should I say we deny the fact that things you wanted to happen will no longer exist... It's amazing how life changes in just a snap of a finger. You think she still needs you but its the either way around... she wants you out of her life... but despite this, you still keep hanging on. :'c

lyrics excerpt from: Why Do I Love You

singer: Metafour

Without you

Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step and my last breathe 
And my life ended

Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
'Cause my sun doesn't shine 

without you.

People regret a lot of things in their life... mistakes that we usually just realize when people that we mostly love already left our life. Their importance and role in your life become more distinct once they are already gone. This is one of human's weakness... we failed to foresee what will happen next because we usually just take a snapshot of what is currently happening in our life. Then, one day you'll just wake up that you are all alone... you'll realize that there's something missing in your life... you feel incomplete... without his/her.

lyrics excerpt from: Without You

Singer: Charlie Wilson