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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

wrapper

A lot of people, including you, I guess, are very busy citing for some stuff on sale to give as a gift this coming yuletide season. For your mother... friends... crushes... BF/GF... and the like. However, there is only one thing I like to receive this Christmas. I want this wrapped perfectly. I want you to wrapped me around your arms.

Cheeeesssyy!! putek! 

Pagpasensyahan niyo na dear friends, nagaabnormal lang.


Monday, December 13, 2010

~untitled


"No matter how blurred the world is, It's you whom I see filled with sparkling colors. I may not see you perfectly but I am certain, 100% of my heart, feels that this woman is you."



Wednesday, December 8, 2010

12.05.2.04

Finally, the long wait is over. 
The journey to your heart had already reach its ending...
A sweet ending.

From Augustus to decem
Finally I decided to step and stand in front of your heart.
I Knocked once... twice...
Never believe that you open the door wholeheartedly and let me in.

I am here.
Lying in the beach and staring at the stars.
I freely shouted in the deep and darkest of the night
"I love you" - three words that comes out of my mouth

Feels like the happiest moment of my life.
That I hope will last... 4ever.


Monday, November 22, 2010

Him


There are billion stars in the sky. But one star outshone the rest and that star cannot be seen up where the meteors and other bodies of galaxy is staying. That star is you.

~
Few people had noticed you.
Few people had appreciated you.
Most of the time you don't want to be appreciated and that is how you want your life be... simple.
But the time has come that a man had discovered the beauty of your simplicity.

~
A man who wants you to be appreciated.
A man who likes you when the times that you hate yourself.
A man who has been exagerratedly laughing when you are "just laughing"
A man who buys every joke that you throw at him.
A man who likes you everything about you.
He, a man, who loves you more than you love yourself.
Him, who says you are pretty when you feel you are not.
A man who sees you as a great person when you think you are not.

He who will always be your number one fan...
and the president of your invisible fans club...

HIM who synonymously means ME



Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Bang! Bang!

and here it goes...

I didn't know how this happen and what in the WORLD you did to me... 

that I am starting to feel the shots...  

The glimmering speed of arrow straightly stab into my heart...    
you may think that I am crazy... ohhh.. yes I think I am...

'coz I am cr8zy ov8r you. :)


Tuesday, November 2, 2010

~First

She is a complete stranger though we have been working on the same building, same roof, same deal, same team. I was busy with my life & my attention was focused only on working. A choice to devote my whole time on work.

She stepped in my small world when suddenly I moved out to go to another change I need to face. What the?! I guess we're not meant to be.

Time passed by. I am still busy as she is. Logged in at work, logged out. Friday night. Tipsy Saturday, Sunday family day... and back to Monday madness. We did not notice each other.

As the saying goes, everything will fall to their places...

One day, unexpectedly, we cross our paths in a cafeteria. I just noticed her eating together with a friend. They stepped out, we came in. But the funny part is they went back... coz they forgot to pay their bills... I can't help but laugh and throw a joke at them. That would be our first meeting.

That coincidence was followed by another conversations and so on.

One word to describe the girl... Mysterious. When I say mysterious, she really is! And maybe that is the reason why I crave to know her more. Makulit ako at nakahanap siya ng katapat niya. :)

I want to know her more, I want to see her, and I want to kill time with her.

coz... I am happy... and that's what matters.



Sunday, October 24, 2010

Inbox

It's been a busy texting mode eversince we had the chance to meet each other and get to know each other well too. Didn't noticed that you already reached...



888 text messages


saved on my cellphone inbox. .


and it's still counting. :)


Thursday, October 14, 2010

Ayeeee! :)


Kung iyong mamarapatin
Ringgin ang puso kong isa lang ang hiling
Iyong ipadama sa akin ang lambing
Sure ako, sa tuwa ako'y mapapatumbling! :)

Tinamaan ang puso kong talaga namang
Iyong iyo, binihag mo pa!
Nariyan at nakalimbag, pangalan mo ata
Ewan ko ba anong taglay mong hiwaga?

Alam ko na kung bakit ba ganyan
Nahihilo at nalilito na naman
Oras ay lumilipas at hindi namamalayan
Relo ko'y tumitigil pag ika'y kakwentuhan

Ay ewan! san ba ito patungo?
Buhayin mo sana ang natutulog kong mundo
Eh kung ikaw na lang kaya ang mundo ko?
Nanaisin mo bang umikot ang buhay ko sayo?

Bow.


Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Am I really?

A big "sigh.." to start this post!

No, you are wrong! It is a sigh not of disappointment or frustration but of happy thoughts.. that I wanted to share to anyone who's willing to devote a couple of their time reading this nonsense work of mine. :)

How can you know if you are inspired? It's a pretty simple question that you may think anyone can answer including myself. I would assume it really is coz I know all the answer that will come out of your mouth sincerely came from your heart... plus a big smiling face! Haha!

I have once wondered why suddenly I wanted to come to work on time, do my daily task without complaining (which we usually do.. hehe!) and thinks positive all the time despite the hassle things surrounding me. I searched for the answer and this word pop out in my head just like an invisible bubble - INSPIRED.

I think, therefore I am.

She may have the bitter smile among them but why do I see it as the sweetest... I wonder. I think I have a crush on you. Don't get me wrong, at my age, crushes still exist. Don't argue with me.. haha!

It is your...

...shiny long black hair that I keep staring with.
...eyes that I always dream to look at me.
...hands and fingers that I wish to get lock with mine.
...smile that I adore with.
...text messages that I kept on my inbox.
...emails that I always wait crashing on my mailbox.
...get-up that was so fashionably in.
...moody attitude that keeps me going crazy. lols.


I know this is not my normal self. So am I really inspired?


"God damn stop asking that, you idiot!" ~my evil conscience >:)


Friday, September 17, 2010

Vow


How long do i have to wait to see you again?
Can’t believe that you were no longer the person i used to know back then
I never imagined you seeing me as “I cry” in front of you
And me always pretending to be strong and okay

Will my time still come? Time that i have been waiting for
The day that i can touch you and kiss you again
Embrace you like there is no tomorrow
Watch you grow old lying around my arms

“I love you” 
Three words that my heart been shouting and will be shouting forever.
I will love you for the rest of my life
This is my vow


Friday, September 3, 2010

Si-AR-Yu-ES-eTS


Smile... Did she know that with just a single smile of her using her attractive red lips, you loose yourself and makes your world spinning round?

A day is not just an ordinary day when you know that she is just "there" even though you both seldom interact at all, not even a consistent Hi's or hello's. But with a sudden unexpected meeting of your eye sights and a simple friendly smile is worth thousands of words for you and not even a 24-hour of conversation could match to that. What about how you crave to stare at her    long black hair, her bangs, her face, her lips and her fingernails? and when she accidentally looks at you, you look away. Haha! That's so obvious!:D

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

LATE > never

This is a very popular saying passed through generations. Simple but very meaningful.  Mostly applicable sa lahat ng bagay. What if iapply ko ang concept ng love since ito naman ang tema ko sa buwan ng Agosto? whatchathink? 

Nangyari na ba sayo na may nagawa kang maling bagay na gustong gusto mong ayusin pero parang tingin mo ay huli na ang lahat para sayo? Parang wala ka ng magagawa at natuldukan na ang lahat? Isang pakiramdam na pilit mong sinasaksak sa utak mo ngunit ayaw tanggapin ng puso mo. Sabi kasi ng puso mo - Hindi pa tapos ang lahat. Hangga’t humihinga ka at tama ang nararamdaman mo, may lugar pa para kumilos ka. Sabi nga never surrender ’til its over. Pero nadefine ba nila kung kelan mo masasabing over na? Hindi ba't ikaw lang din makakapagsabi kung kelan nga ba tapos na ang lahat. So kung sayo, walang katapusan, edi walang katapusan din ang pakikipaglaban mo sa feelings mo. Gudlak.. hehe!

Saturday, August 28, 2010

A poem


I can still remember
How fate had brought us together
Back in the place where we both find each other
Clueless of how we begin to fall for each other

I can still remember
How fate had brought us apart
What happened to the love that once shared and impart
Now I have no choice but to accept our depart

The years that we've counted
And all the happiness in hearts have planted
Is now part of the memories
Someday, I know, deserves to be reminisce


Friday, August 27, 2010

Adore


Simple yet very strong word. On my years of living, I only hear this word a couple of times. But why do we seldom here this word? Instead, we often here and use words like Crush, Like or even Love. Isn't adore synonymous to these words? With this curiosity, I looked at the dictionary and search for the meaning of this word. The book says...

Adore: (1) To worship as a God (2) To regard with deep, often rupturous love (3) To like very much.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Destiny.

We always hear the word destiny or destined. How do people define destiny would be somewhat similar to how most of the people think of it. Two people destined with each other means they will be together at the end "no matter what they do and how people do to separate them." I literally wanted to quote that as it actually defines what destiny is as what other people think of it. But is there really a destiny or is this just another kids fantasy stories?


Sorry to contradict or to disappoint everyone but I and how I view life in general really don't believe that there is destiny. We have the brains to think and common sense to decide on what we really want out of something or out of life. I do not let destiny or fate control me. I hold my own life and I am the only one who can dictate the kind of life that I wanted. This is the only freedom that all of us are blessed to have with.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Love Hurts


Kapag ready ka na daw mainlove ibig sabihin ready ka na din masaktan. Totoo. I agree. Kasi naniniwala ako na hindi ka masasaktan kung hindi totoo ung pagmamahal na nararamdaman mo. Masarap magmahal at palagay ko ito na ang pinakamagandang creation ni God para sa tao. Pero sa emotion na to kasama din ang pinakamasakit - ang masaktan. Bakit nga ba kelangan pang masaktan kung nagmamahal ka? Bakit kung sino pa ung taong nagmamahal ng totoo, siya pa ung madalas masaktan? Anlabo db? Pero un ung harsh truth. 

Magmahal o masaktan? Kahit magmahal lang piliin mo, pinili mo din ang masaktan. Wala namang taong gustong masaktan kaya nga never sumasagi sa utak ng tao na masasaktan siya not until maramdaman nia na un. Hindi ready kasi hindi naman pinlano talaga. At sino bang nagpaplano nito? Aus ka kung ineexpect mo na dadating ka dito. Pero bakit nga ba kelagan pa talagang masaktan?

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Love and Truth

I’m thinking about you so much…time doesn’t stop for me
My empty heart still can’t find your feelings
I can never draw the same picture twice
But my emotions are just repeating over and over again

Monday, August 16, 2010

EMOtional

Marahil narinig mo na ang salitang EMO. Ung in na in na salita ngaun kung saan madalas ay natatawa ka pag naririnig mo. Bakit? Kasi nirerelate mo cia sa mga taong masyadong madamdamin ang buhay. Ung mga taong kaya daw magpakamatay dahil sa sobrang kalungkutan. Well, sila nga ba tlga un?

Naniniwala ako na ang pagiging EMO ay dinadaanan lahat ng tao. Oo, maniwala ka! Mahirap sigurong tanggapin o malamang nagrereact ka na ngaun kasi feeling mo hindi ka naging EMO kahit minsan. Lahat ng tao may problema. Abnormal ka nga daw kung wala kang poblema. Pero kung EMO ka, madalas na ang problema mo ay problema sa puso, tama? Sino bang hindi nagkaproblema sa love o pagibig? Ikaw? Owss! kahit balibaligtarin natin ang mundo, alam ko nagkaproblema ka na sa pagibig! Hahaha! 

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Love for her (still...)


Still You.

People have different perception of what happiness and success in life is.
You may heard the simplest explanation from a simple person or the most
complex reason to be happy to the most complicated person you have ever met.
But these reasons all root to the love that we wanted to feel and embrace
while we are still alive in this planet. People are born selfish and I agree
to that. We focus more on achieving our own goals and happiness in life rather
than thinking of "others." I once believe that I can give up mine and offer it to
someone else and thought that someday, I know, I would just pick-up my happiness
from the arms of someone whom I am yet to meet.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Sampal

Anupa't dumampi din ang iyong malalapad na palad sa napakalambot niyang pisngi...

Dati rati'y madalas mo pang pisilin ang matataba niyang pisngi. At may mga panahon pang wala kang inatupag kundi halikan ang mapupula niang pisngi kung saan litaw na litaw pa ang dalawa niang dimples sa tuwing siya ay ngingiti. Anong nangyari at nadungisan na ang pisngi ng iyong  dalawang maruruming kamay? Bakit halos mamula na ang kanyang balat hindi dahil sa hiya o kilig kundi dahil sa pag sambot ng kanyang muka sa iyong galit na galit na palad.