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Showing posts with label Swan. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

wrapper

A lot of people, including you, I guess, are very busy citing for some stuff on sale to give as a gift this coming yuletide season. For your mother... friends... crushes... BF/GF... and the like. However, there is only one thing I like to receive this Christmas. I want this wrapped perfectly. I want you to wrapped me around your arms.

Cheeeesssyy!! putek! 

Pagpasensyahan niyo na dear friends, nagaabnormal lang.


Monday, December 13, 2010

~untitled


"No matter how blurred the world is, It's you whom I see filled with sparkling colors. I may not see you perfectly but I am certain, 100% of my heart, feels that this woman is you."



Wednesday, December 8, 2010

12.05.2.04

Finally, the long wait is over. 
The journey to your heart had already reach its ending...
A sweet ending.

From Augustus to decem
Finally I decided to step and stand in front of your heart.
I Knocked once... twice...
Never believe that you open the door wholeheartedly and let me in.

I am here.
Lying in the beach and staring at the stars.
I freely shouted in the deep and darkest of the night
"I love you" - three words that comes out of my mouth

Feels like the happiest moment of my life.
That I hope will last... 4ever.


Monday, November 22, 2010

Him


There are billion stars in the sky. But one star outshone the rest and that star cannot be seen up where the meteors and other bodies of galaxy is staying. That star is you.

~
Few people had noticed you.
Few people had appreciated you.
Most of the time you don't want to be appreciated and that is how you want your life be... simple.
But the time has come that a man had discovered the beauty of your simplicity.

~
A man who wants you to be appreciated.
A man who likes you when the times that you hate yourself.
A man who has been exagerratedly laughing when you are "just laughing"
A man who buys every joke that you throw at him.
A man who likes you everything about you.
He, a man, who loves you more than you love yourself.
Him, who says you are pretty when you feel you are not.
A man who sees you as a great person when you think you are not.

He who will always be your number one fan...
and the president of your invisible fans club...

HIM who synonymously means ME



Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Bang! Bang!

and here it goes...

I didn't know how this happen and what in the WORLD you did to me... 

that I am starting to feel the shots...  

The glimmering speed of arrow straightly stab into my heart...    
you may think that I am crazy... ohhh.. yes I think I am...

'coz I am cr8zy ov8r you. :)


Tuesday, November 2, 2010

~First

She is a complete stranger though we have been working on the same building, same roof, same deal, same team. I was busy with my life & my attention was focused only on working. A choice to devote my whole time on work.

She stepped in my small world when suddenly I moved out to go to another change I need to face. What the?! I guess we're not meant to be.

Time passed by. I am still busy as she is. Logged in at work, logged out. Friday night. Tipsy Saturday, Sunday family day... and back to Monday madness. We did not notice each other.

As the saying goes, everything will fall to their places...

One day, unexpectedly, we cross our paths in a cafeteria. I just noticed her eating together with a friend. They stepped out, we came in. But the funny part is they went back... coz they forgot to pay their bills... I can't help but laugh and throw a joke at them. That would be our first meeting.

That coincidence was followed by another conversations and so on.

One word to describe the girl... Mysterious. When I say mysterious, she really is! And maybe that is the reason why I crave to know her more. Makulit ako at nakahanap siya ng katapat niya. :)

I want to know her more, I want to see her, and I want to kill time with her.

coz... I am happy... and that's what matters.



Sunday, October 24, 2010

Inbox

It's been a busy texting mode eversince we had the chance to meet each other and get to know each other well too. Didn't noticed that you already reached...



888 text messages


saved on my cellphone inbox. .


and it's still counting. :)


Thursday, October 14, 2010

Ayeeee! :)


Kung iyong mamarapatin
Ringgin ang puso kong isa lang ang hiling
Iyong ipadama sa akin ang lambing
Sure ako, sa tuwa ako'y mapapatumbling! :)

Tinamaan ang puso kong talaga namang
Iyong iyo, binihag mo pa!
Nariyan at nakalimbag, pangalan mo ata
Ewan ko ba anong taglay mong hiwaga?

Alam ko na kung bakit ba ganyan
Nahihilo at nalilito na naman
Oras ay lumilipas at hindi namamalayan
Relo ko'y tumitigil pag ika'y kakwentuhan

Ay ewan! san ba ito patungo?
Buhayin mo sana ang natutulog kong mundo
Eh kung ikaw na lang kaya ang mundo ko?
Nanaisin mo bang umikot ang buhay ko sayo?

Bow.


Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Am I really?

A big "sigh.." to start this post!

No, you are wrong! It is a sigh not of disappointment or frustration but of happy thoughts.. that I wanted to share to anyone who's willing to devote a couple of their time reading this nonsense work of mine. :)

How can you know if you are inspired? It's a pretty simple question that you may think anyone can answer including myself. I would assume it really is coz I know all the answer that will come out of your mouth sincerely came from your heart... plus a big smiling face! Haha!

I have once wondered why suddenly I wanted to come to work on time, do my daily task without complaining (which we usually do.. hehe!) and thinks positive all the time despite the hassle things surrounding me. I searched for the answer and this word pop out in my head just like an invisible bubble - INSPIRED.

I think, therefore I am.

She may have the bitter smile among them but why do I see it as the sweetest... I wonder. I think I have a crush on you. Don't get me wrong, at my age, crushes still exist. Don't argue with me.. haha!

It is your...

...shiny long black hair that I keep staring with.
...eyes that I always dream to look at me.
...hands and fingers that I wish to get lock with mine.
...smile that I adore with.
...text messages that I kept on my inbox.
...emails that I always wait crashing on my mailbox.
...get-up that was so fashionably in.
...moody attitude that keeps me going crazy. lols.


I know this is not my normal self. So am I really inspired?


"God damn stop asking that, you idiot!" ~my evil conscience >:)