Still Crazy After All These Years

I am crazy, people are crazy sometimes. And being crazy at times is fun and enjoying but not to the point that you are hurting anyone. The craziness I am pertaining to are moments or events in your life that are worth sharing. Those were memories that you will no longer forget and still on your mind until the present. On the other side, there are also people's craziness that makes us sad in an instance or in a moment. These are memories in our lives that we cannot forget and continue hurting us when in fact we should be forgetting them and buried them once and for all. But something inside of you keeps reminiscing these, for the most times that you don't want to... That's why I called this "crazy."

I just keep wondering why there are events in my life that I can't help to forget... but i want to forget! Its so damn unfair. What's worst is its the same pain you will feel back the time you first felt it. Can this be a sign that I haven't move at all? A sign that I didn't grow. Why are there moments in my life that were so painful back then but laughing at it now? Can't be all sad memories be like that?

I want to move on... and I know life goes on. Time won't stop for me and I know I must go with the flow of life. I may not realize people and things surrounding me already change except me. I don't want to be on that, i mean who wants to?

They say the book of life has many pages and chapters. Once one chapter ended, you will not close the book, instead move to the next chapter and continue filling out the pages.

Easier said than done.

Heart of Mine

One day, you may
find true love that will last forever and ever
'till then you'll spend
a lifetime wishing one together

You never thought she'd say goodbye

And you will never understand the reasons why

This is the hardest part of people's live. We mistakenly thought a person to be by your side for the rest of your life when in fact she'll just leave you in the end. People told me that its not bad to love someone and give your 100% but sometimes leaving at least 1% for yourself is better. True Love... how can we know if true love is already there?.. I guess no one can answer that but yourself and your heart. Heartbreaks are part of man's life. What's only unfair is we cannot dictate what our heart should feel especially in times of healing. Why does it hurts so much when you keep reminiscing your happy moments?... why does it hurt so much seeing her with someone else? Why...

lyrics excerpt from: Heart of Mine

Singer: Janno Gibbs

 

people uniquely define love

Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some people's destiny passes by 

As human being, God gave us the knowledge and the freedom to choose. Options that we choose based on our decisions and feelings. God created us unique with each other which makes everyone decides to certain things differently. Like how we perceive love, we define love differently. People love other people the way they understand what love is. Some are not afraid of whatever risks there is of loving someone.. Be it "not love back" or worst rejection. Some are afraid to express their feelings. This, on the other hand, turns to regret after awhile because they missed the chances to be happy... and let this just pass by...

lyrics excerpt from: I'll Be Over You

singer: Toto

Why do I love you

Why do I love you
Why did you hurt my heart then away
Why did you take my love away
Why do I keep on waiting
And hoping yet I know
That you could never be mine again...

There are cases in our life that we didn't mind waiting in vain for the rest of our life... for person that we truly love... waiting and hoping that someday she'll realize your worth and miss the moments you were together. But sometimes we often realize that somethings are not really meant to happen at all. Or should I say we deny the fact that things you wanted to happen will no longer exist... It's amazing how life changes in just a snap of a finger. You think she still needs you but its the either way around... she wants you out of her life... but despite this, you still keep hanging on. :'c

lyrics excerpt from: Why Do I Love You

singer: Metafour

Without you

Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step and my last breathe 
And my life ended

Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
'Cause my sun doesn't shine 

without you.

People regret a lot of things in their life... mistakes that we usually just realize when people that we mostly love already left our life. Their importance and role in your life become more distinct once they are already gone. This is one of human's weakness... we failed to foresee what will happen next because we usually just take a snapshot of what is currently happening in our life. Then, one day you'll just wake up that you are all alone... you'll realize that there's something missing in your life... you feel incomplete... without his/her.

lyrics excerpt from: Without You

Singer: Charlie Wilson